Shapeshifting

 Yesterday Dream

Two women, seemingly about my age. One blonde, one with sandré hair colour. 

We are sitting in a sofa. I am in the middle. Each of them are holding their hands on the sides of the middle of my body, near the buttocks. It feels good. It feels safe. It feels like love there and I get a little sexually aroused, especially by the blonde. 

In front of us is a sofa table. And large windows. The room appears small and simple. The women seem a bit torn and their clothes seem to be worn.

Behind the glass windows appears to be a fisher harbor. With torn painted fisher buildings, wooden.

Next thing I remember is being underwater, in the harbor, shallow water, at most a few meters deep. I might be an animal swimming.

And then I am a weasel and I am very fast. And run around in the harbor and into the water.

I swim under a fisher building but at the way out in front of me, two people, seemingly fishers are waiting to catch me. 

I panic, I believe they will kill me, so I make a u-turn and swim back. 

Now I am in the harbor on land, I am still a weasel, everything happens so fast.

There seems to be two men. One with a shotgun. I panic and shapeshift into a seagull and try to fly away, flee, completely panicked.

I manage to get up a bit into the air. 

Then I am in the sofa again. The sandré hair colour woman is to right of me. She is drinking something, possibly tea.

She tells me: "I am not like you. I am older. I am antioxidant."

When I woke up I tried to reflect on the dream.

It was about shapeshifting. That I am a shapeshifter that can change my body into an animal. The oldest Swedish word I know for shapeshifting is hamnskifte, att skifta hamn. And it comes from Norse mythology.

You could translate hamnskifte to harbour change. Which is interesting, because this dream was in a harbour. Hamn in swedish is harbour in English. So in this context, a body is a harbour, a dock, a base.

She said she was antioxidant. I believe this refered to my unhealthy habit and history of addiction to unhealthy things like tobacco and other drugs.

She said she was older. I got the impression she could actually be thousands of years old, not based on her looks, just a feeling.

The women seemed to be like a family of sorts, like I was one of them, a shapeshifter.

Also when I woke up, I felt briefly like I was a cat that just woke up and stretched its leg and claws, also saw this with my inner vision.

Also, the location of the harbour seemed western. Could be Alaska. Could be northern Europe. It was pretty mild temperature, maybe 15 celsius outdoors. Could be Canada or mainland USA.