Some.
First I had an astral projection, It was quite dark and I flew around in the astral amongst the astral particles. The Void Matrix.
Next I had a lucid dream. This was the destination of the Astral Travel.
It was a home for young people, kids. Perhaps some kind of psychiatric ward. It seemed to be the future. As is usual when I lucid dream, I asked the characters I met questions and told them things. I said I was from the year 2020 and asked them what year it was.
There was this young girl who I found sexual attractive. This was not in the waiting hall where there was a room for meetings and one for the treater to treat patients.
It was in her room.
I started to touch her sexually.
Her pussy was very tight and kind of dirty.
I pulled out some white stuff.
It was more like a tight tunnel hole which was a bit rough on the surface, like little dots.
I put my penis in her, or tried, she was too tight.
I believe she was my former pet bird, Tom, a green and yellow budgerigar.
I had this realization later about Tom. I named him Tom. In my native language, Tom means Empty.
In the end, when I started to neglect Tom, before he died, I felt very empty.
This feeling haunted me later and might have been a seed of sorts or precursor for my Disorganized Schizophrenia diagnosis.
Next I had a vivid dream. It was very bright daylight. I was in a market and was going to buy berries that looked delicious. Later I was in what appeared to be Old Town in Stockholm, outside a special book or magazine store. I went inside and there was this redheaded man that owned the shop. He put on lentils that emitted bright light in cool ways on their surface.
Next thing I was outside and high-fived the bottom of some girls shoes over and over again. I did it very fast and there was a strong cat reference. Like my hands were cat paws. And something about getting famous for moving my hands that fast.
I also had vivid hypnagogic images.
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